Friday, 15 March 2013

Spineless

Spineless and
Gutless.
lacking morals altogether

Weak and
Pathetic.
and as a friend lets say fair weather

This is how I feel about myself
God knows what others see
If I hide it as well as I think
Hopefully they see another me.

Miserable and
Short tempered.
not fun to be around

Depressed and
Erratic.
seldom is a smile on my face found

This is how I feel about myself
God knows what others see
If I hide it as well as I think
Hopefully they see another me.

Worrying and
Insomnia.
anxiety takes control

Tiredness and
Aggression follow.
they swallow me up whole

This is how I feel about myself
God knows what others see
If I hide it as well as I think
Hopefully they see another me.

Professional and
In control.
the image I have to show

Falling apart and
Self doubt reign.
each day deals another blow

This is how I feel about myself
God knows what others see
If I hide it as well as I think
Hopefully they see another me.

Spineless,
Gutless,
Weak and
Pathetic

Miserable,
Short tempered,
Depressed and
Erratic

Worrying,
Insomniac,
Tired and
Aggressive

Professional and
In control, HA,
Falling apart
Self doubting

If only I could reconcile
Why it is I feel this way.
Instead I wake up and feel this way
And dread each miserable day.